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Post by Rowan Angelark on Dec 14, 2007 19:22:01 GMT -5
Rowan was sitting on the top of the bridge. He was deep thought. He was sad about when Penny tried to leave and Mischa running. All this was happening because of him. He felt like crap because of these events. But that wasn't the only thing he was thinking about.
His parents' divorce was finalized. His parents were no longer together. His father was going to leave San Francisco. Rowan didn't know where but he knew he was going to be leaving. He was thinking maybe going with his father, but that wouldn't be fair to his mother. He didn't want to be bounced around between two households all because his parents' relationship went to crap.
He was thinking about maybe running off on his own. He was thinking about going to some little island where no one would find him. He would live a life of solitude. Maybe that's what he needed.
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Post by Penelope Halliwell on Dec 14, 2007 19:32:28 GMT -5
After spending a week locked up in her bedroom feeling as of her life was over Penny teleported to the bridge. She sat on the railing her expression blank. She knew she looked terrible but at that moment she really didn't care how she looked. She still felt horrible and wanted to just get away from it all. It seemed as if her whole life had been turned upside down. She looked down at the water as she tried to think but nothing was coming to her mind. She still loved Rowan and knew she had to do whatever she could to get over it because he was in love with Mischa and she knew it was over between her and Rowan.
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Post by Rowan Angelark on Dec 14, 2007 19:53:21 GMT -5
Rowan had began to cry silently as he thought of everything that happened the past week. Because of his emotions, he completely lost control of his empathy. Who knew who would receive his feelings. He held his knees to his chest as he continued to cry. He was going to leave San Francisco for good and never come back.
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Post by Penelope Halliwell on Dec 14, 2007 20:03:14 GMT -5
Penny was sitting on the railings as she was hit with all these emotions. She had no idea where they were coming from but the emotions only made her feel worse. She looked around to see where they were coming from when she spotted Rowan. Tears streamed down her cheeks. Instincts immediately had her by his side doing her best to comfort him while she had lost complete control of her emotions.
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Post by Rowan Angelark on Dec 14, 2007 21:07:39 GMT -5
Rowan continued to cry when he had found Penny next to him. She seemed to be as sad as he was which made him cry more. He placed his arms around her as he gently rested his head on her shoulder and continued his tear fest. He hated his life as of right now. "I'm so sorry for what I did to you." He cried.
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Post by Penelope Halliwell on Dec 14, 2007 21:25:12 GMT -5
Penny hugged him as they both cried "its not your fault, its ny fault for letting myself fall in love again. Maybe if I would have been more like mom before she met did this never would have happened and it wouldn't hurt so much. I should have known better than to fall in love again, I should have known someone would end up getting hurt. You love Mischa I knew it from the first time you two laid eyes on each other and it hurts alot but I'll eventually get over it." she said softly as she continued to do her best to comfort him.
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Post by Rowan Angelark on Dec 14, 2007 21:31:08 GMT -5
"But I feel so bad." Rowan told her. "You almost ran away because of me." He said. "I'm going through alot of stress. Between you, Mischa and my parents' divorce I'm really stressed out." Rowan explained. "I can't take it." He added. He continued to cry. He hated himself right now.
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Post by Penelope Halliwell on Dec 14, 2007 21:45:54 GMT -5
Penny sighed "look its not your fault I made the decision to run away because I thought it would be best for all of us plus I wanted you and Mischa to be happy together. You guys deserve to be happy and I hate to see the two of you so miserable. Don't you see I was in the way so I had to go no matter how much it killed me." she said softly.
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Post by Rowan Angelark on Dec 14, 2007 22:07:07 GMT -5
Rowan couldn't help but continue to cry. He still felt bad no matter what she said. "I know you wanted me and Mischa together, but that didn't mean you had to leave." He said. He tried to hold back more tears but he couldn't. He had to let them out.
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Post by Penelope Halliwell on Dec 14, 2007 22:21:30 GMT -5
"Yes it does I had to go. If I stayed it would have only made me feel worse. I was making myself miserable enough as it was and I didn't want to make it any worse on the two of you. Don't worry so much about me, I'll be fine eventually." she said softly.
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Post by Rowan Angelark on Dec 14, 2007 22:35:11 GMT -5
Rowan tried to clear his tears away but more rushed from his eyes. He was very upset at this point. He couldn't forgive himself for everything that happened even though she told him that he wasn't at fault. He still believed that he was at fault at the moment. He tried to calm himself as he remained in her arms.
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Post by Penelope Halliwell on Dec 14, 2007 22:46:33 GMT -5
Penny continued to hold him in her arms as he cried "I know you feel bad and think that my actions was your fault but you have to realize I'm a big girl and the decision to run away was my fault for getting myself in this situation in the first place. As dad and aunt Piper said I'm strong and I can handle this. All the hurt will eventually go away after some time. I just have to realize you have moved on and its time for me to do the same even if it kills me, but believe me we will get through this. You are string and I have faith in you, you can make this work."
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Post by Rowan Angelark on Dec 14, 2007 23:00:59 GMT -5
Rowan sniffled as he wiped away his tears. He looked up to Penny and gently smiled. "I have faith in you too." Rowan said. He lifted his head from her shoulder and looked into her eyes. "Thank you." He told her. He felt alittle but better not that much better.
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Post by Penelope Halliwell on Dec 14, 2007 23:13:26 GMT -5
Penny smiled as she looked at him "hey you know I will always be here if you need me. It was just at the time I was feeling horrible and I thought it was the best thing for me. Although I still feel awful I know its not the end of the world and we will eventually get through this given a little time. I will always love you with all my heart and that means since I know you love Mischa I have to be willing to walk away. I know it will hurt for a while but I will fine someone thatwill love me just as much as I love them."
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Post by Rowan Angelark on Dec 15, 2007 18:16:15 GMT -5
Rowan took a breath in and out. He was starting to feel better somewhat. He then listened to what Penny had to say. He gave her warm hug. "I'm here for you too. You can come and talk to me about anything." He explained. He smiled weakly at her.
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(young Penny)