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Post by Mischa Halliwell on Dec 10, 2007 17:47:15 GMT -5
Mischa didn't say anything for a few moments, she was drawing to calm herself down. She then put the paper and pencil down and turned towards Piper. "...Hi..." she said quietly, her voice breaking. Mischa had been crying, her face and eyes were red, her face was also wet as tears streamed down her cheeks. Her nose was stuffy because she had been crying so much.
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Post by Piper Halliwell on Dec 10, 2007 17:53:41 GMT -5
She really didn't know what to say...what was there to say? She loved her daughter yet all that seemed to be happening was that her daughter felt worse. "How are you doing?" She asked calmly, she was just trying to relax, and not worry so much, yet worrying was one of the things, other than cooking, that she did best.
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Post by Mischa Halliwell on Dec 10, 2007 17:56:35 GMT -5
Mischa wiped the tears from her eyes, but didn't say anything, she played with the edges of her quilt. "If you've come to take me back I'm not going...all I do is make a mess out of things...I'm just going to hurt someone again..." she said quietly, more tears streaming down her cheeks, for once it wasn't entirely Piper's fault that Mischa had left.
"Look I go missing for 12 years and I end up coming back and you just want to teach me about magic...it's like that's all you care about...you don't seem to want to take the role of a parent and just want to hang out with me because, you only seem like you want to be with me because you want me to be a witch."she said to Piper, it was hard to explain, but basically she was saying she wanted a mom, not a teacher, sure she wouldn't mind being taught a few things, but she just wanted someone to be there for her, not act like a drill sergeant and teach her about magic. Things needed to be taken slowly with Mischa because she was very sensitive and Piper needed to take things one step at a time with her, first it would be nice if she got to know her, then maybe teach her about magic.
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Post by Penelope Halliwell on Dec 10, 2007 18:13:58 GMT -5
Penny threw her bag aside and stretched out on her bed and burst into tears. She laid with her back to her father and aunt as she continued to cry as if her heart was broken.
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Post by Coop on Dec 11, 2007 11:27:20 GMT -5
Coop was't sure what was happening in the scene that confronted him so he decided to "Whats going here? Mischa? Piper? Penny?" he inquired so that one might say.
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Post by Penelope Halliwell on Dec 11, 2007 13:09:56 GMT -5
Penny looked at her dad angrily "like you don't know whats going on here." she said as she picked up her bag and started to stuff more of her things into it.
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Post by Coop on Dec 11, 2007 15:38:06 GMT -5
"Is this about that you don't think you're loved" Coop replied, he really did't know, being a guy he did't brood on things as long.
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Post by Penelope Halliwell on Dec 11, 2007 15:43:55 GMT -5
"What reason do I have to believe you guys care about us. As a matter of fact I bet you can't even tell me what I like and don't like." Penny said throwing her bag on her bed as she pulled out another bag with wheels and began to pack it too. "Well after today you won't have to worry about me anymore." she said throwing her favorite stuffed animal in her bag.
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Post by Piper Halliwell on Dec 12, 2007 15:23:51 GMT -5
She looked at her young daughter, she didn't like the way all this was turning out. Maybe it had been best if things didn't continue the way they were. They'd have to find another way. She wasn't about to lose her daughter, she was just as stubborn as every Halliwell had been, if not more so than even Melinda Warren herself. "I'm not going to force you to do anything that you don't want to do. It's obvious, that you don't want to be here anymore. I love you. The only reason I was putting so much...emphasis on the whole magic and witch thing, was because I've seen what demons could do, even if you only were as a whitelighter, you'd still be a target just like your brothers and your father, and the whole magical community. I just....I don't want to lose you guys, and that's why I put as much emphasis on all of this that I do. It's not because I want to force you to be something you're not, I just want to know that you're prepared to do what you need to, I love you, that's why I searched twelve long years to try and find you, but everything I did...everything I tried, it didn't work. Do you have any idea how hard that is? Knowing that one of the people you love most in the world just vanishes, that you have no clue where they were? It...it was like a nightmare that just never ended. I would wake up in the middle of the night, screaming, because I couldn't find you, and I had these dreams....bad ones too, and it would destroy me. If it hadn't been for your father, I don't think I would've made it. You and your brothers, and your cousins mean everything to me, and I'm sorry if I've pushed you away by trying to make sure you know how to protect yourself." She said, crying. She hated feeling like the bad guy but it was what she had become.
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Post by Mischa Halliwell on Dec 12, 2007 15:34:21 GMT -5
Mischa continued to cry as she saw her mother cry as well. She hugged her mother somewhat tightly. "I...I'm so sorry..." she said as she cried and hugged her mother. "I...I'm so so so so so so sorry mommy..." Mischa added as she hugged Piper and continued to cry. "I...I'm a horrible person...I shouldn't have been born..." she added again.
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Post by Piper Halliwell on Dec 12, 2007 15:36:06 GMT -5
She was able to talk but it sounded a little different than her usual tone, it was a bit softer. "This isn't your fault none of it is. You are not a horrible person understand? You...I prayed for a little girl and you were what I got, and I wouldn't trade that for anything or anyone in the world. I love you so much, Mischa." She said through her tears, she loved her daughter and that would never change, no matter if she decided to not be a witch.
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Post by Mischa Halliwell on Dec 12, 2007 15:39:24 GMT -5
Mischa continued to hug her mother, not wanting to let her go. She hated herself now for some reason. Mischa was able to calm down some, but remained in her mother's arms, feeling her warmth and kindness, at least they were starting to get along, this is the mother Mischa had hoped for.
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Post by Piper Halliwell on Dec 12, 2007 15:54:12 GMT -5
"Listen to me, no matter what you decide, I'll support you." She said confidently, even though lately sometimes she even doubted herself, whether she could be a mom anymore. She hadn't been feeling like herself ever since Mischa had been taken it had been like she was a lite version of herself instead of her usual kick ass self.
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Post by Mischa Halliwell on Dec 12, 2007 22:01:27 GMT -5
Mischa continued to hug her mother and started to calm down some. She felt comfortable like that, just the two of them. "...I can cook so maybe I can make potions, and I'm pretty good at writing, so spells I can do...b-but...I freeze up when I see demons..." she said to Piper. Mischa could make the potions and write the spells, but when it came to doing the actual vanquishing, she was screwed.
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